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Reality Of A Situation :iconthebratprinceofga:TheBratPrinceofGA 0 0
Literature
Collectible
When will I sleep and feel rested
I took a doll and tried to dress it
But the clothes don’t fit the plastic personality
Is this always going to be my reality
It’s so heartening to think I’m a filled seat
In an auditorium built for summer heat
This Georgia weather and it’s hellfire
Melting plastic and I still feel defeat
When will I sleep and feel rested
I took a doll and tried to dress it
Cut my hand and dressed the wound instead
Now there’s hair in my hands and I’m scared of the stands
Glass boxes we put ourselves in
hand in hand
hand in hand
hand in hand
Are you happy on display doing nothing
With all eyes trapped and most eyes glossed
I used to hope we were all just dreaming
But the walls were solid when I tried to get out
Will you help me out
Hand in hand
plastic hands
no hinges man
so so sad
No feelings again
hand in hand
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Literature
The Surface
I want you to go
You want the surface
Wide like the sea
They want you to know
You make them nervous
You want the surface
Wide like the sea
Deep, how you think of me
Intellectual debauchery
With all your locked steps
Bathhouses where you’ve been kept
Always them, always clean, now
With all your tosser chaser bets
Damaged beyond a reasonable mess
You make them nervous
You make them nervous
You want the surface
Wide like the sea
But what do you see?
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The View From Here :iconthebratprinceofga:TheBratPrinceofGA 0 0
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April 15 :iconthebratprinceofga:TheBratPrinceofGA 0 5
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Crawling Out
Stepping out
These nights I smoke too much now
and I don’t see mornings often
they’ve been discarded, though I’m enjoying the sleep
I don’t think I’ve ever been this happy
I wonder if I’m all wrong, from the way you talk
I’m a bad influence, sometimes narcisissistic, unstable
but I’m not the monster I convinced myself of
So we tell ourselves all the things we need to hear
we want to hear how we made everything go away
so we don’t have to change
I made a promise to crash
I’m crawling out
we’re raised to stay quiet
told it wasn’t so but are you blind to it?
are you positive it’s not okay
you weren’t always this way
escapist mistakes that haunt me
periods of glowing fear
thought i’d “grow up” someday
thought you’d be here
So we tell ourselves all the things we need to hear
we want to hear how we made everything go away
so we don’t have to change
It’s a promise to crash
I
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Lovely
You feel so terrified
The engraving is hazy
Maybe It’s a state of mind
I’m not good at, surely I’m not good at this
she said, “I think you’re lovely
But I don’t think you can love me”
A thought, evading a reaction, you’re not misunderstanding
It’s so personal, a fraction of the meaning I tried to hide behind empty eyes
You don’t know how right you are
But I’ve been successful at fighting it so far
Does that make me a bad man
Or a decent human, I feel sick again
my stomach turning I can take
It’s best I don’t have to deal with them
I think you’re lovely
But I don’t think you can love me
My thoughts, evading a reaction, you’re not misunderstanding
It’s so personal, a fraction of the meaning I tried to hide behind empty eyes
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Literature
Abandoning Ghosts
Everyone has gone to bed
Time for one last cigarette
A sleep aid after a bad night
Building fantasies out of ashes and lips
Cursing the purple eyeshadow
that rubbed off when we kissed
You can’t make a difference but it’s fine
I told you we’d survive, tepid and mired
Same fights, I’m tired of raising volumes
Of ghost voices shaking my confidence
I’m not sure if it’s safe to keep this up
Swim in the vacuous space between breaths
When it’s quiet and I’m alone
Suffocating, degrading, so how should I feel?
You can’t make me numb and it’s fine
Viral, ignorant to the symptoms you want to hide
Still the same dreams but I’m not living the same mess
One last cigarette between us before I’m lost
I’m not sure how to feel about this
Building fantasies out of ashes and lips
Cursing the purple eyeshadow
that rubbed off when we kissed
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Abdicate :iconthebratprinceofga:TheBratPrinceofGA 1 0
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Phasers :iconthebratprinceofga:TheBratPrinceofGA 1 0
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So Here's Your Holiday :iconthebratprinceofga:TheBratPrinceofGA 1 1
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Vanilla Lipgloss Vines
Its like you knew me
What you pushed me to be
I’m still lost, still fighting
the same feelings
Its like you knew me
And pushed me to be
More than a memory
I want you to see me fly
For all the days your eyes kept me alive
With that smile on a face that wasn’t real
But still reached out to make me feel
I want you to see me fly
Your hand on mine
No real goodbyes
Your approval from first sight
Watching me shine
Making you smile into my neck
Mistakes that I can’t forget,
That I can’t regret
Your lips on mine
Vanilla lipgloss vines
Smoke in my eyes
Mirrors in your mind
I wonder if you thought
We’d both be fine
Or if it was just
The wrong me at the time
I’m not going to pretend I’m fine
I still don’t know if I’ll be alright
But I’m not worried about leaving you behind
I don’t think I can, I think you knew that
I’m not going to pretend I’m fine
I still don’t know what to do with my life
But I’m not worrie
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A Free Spirit In The Infinite
You changed
Took the poison from your hand
You cared
Enough to put it down to keep me around
Took the bottle
The cans from your mouth
Where are you now
A free spirit in the infinite
Do you smile back when I cry
Enough sad words about less important things
Elvis playing in my head
Yeah, you made a difference
So show me your lessons
I was almost six
Four days later I would be
But you’ll never wake up
And you’ll never celebrate these words with me
But I’m celebrating them with you
Blue suede shoes on red carpet
Hardwood floors torn up
Will you see the boards as they’re replaced
From the scraping boots on a five year old’s feet
get up from that chair to laugh with me
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Face The Waves
It took your heart and strung you
Made you sing to make you sick
And now you’re waiting for the next verse
And it doesn’t come
He doesn’t make you whole
I wish I could tell you, “nobody will”
Maybe then you’d stop looking
Maybe then you’d let me hold you
I’ll be your friend forever
Watching, listening
for when you need me
I’ll always be there
Singing, laughing
To make your pretty smile come out
Take my hand
We need to walk these empty streets
Clear our heads and forget the pain that makes us weak
Falling in sand
Just remember these moments when it gets tough
Submerge your heart in the ocean of my eyes
I’ll keep it safe
I’ll free you from the lies they tell
To make you fall into lust
Save you from the thoughts
Those scared ones that don’t let you trust
Berth your heart in the ocean of my eyes
Where I’m Poseidon and I’ll never let it sink
We’ll sing all day and it won’t be forced
And we won
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Spirit Sprout :iconthebratprinceofga:TheBratPrinceofGA 1 1
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In Faith I Fund Mistakes
You take it all
Make yourself the center of the pain
Until you can’t take it at all
But you just want to see them smile
At any cost I’ll wash your hell away
Until it makes me ache and I scream for relief
But he always does
So many sick kids to string up
Too many loves to cut them down
How can you hold the knife
How can you make tools work
Shedding tear after tear for the hanging feet
I’d take it all
Let you kill me instead
I’d give you everything
Wouldn’t ask, wouldn’t pray
Just tie the rope around my neck
Kick the chair and smile as I suffocate
Do you really believe or just need an excuse
I think you know I understand
You’re afraid I know too well
How bright the world can be
How sunglasses and music
can’t keep you hidden
And philosophy can’t mend your mind
Looking up won’t always give you hope
And when it stopped you were crushed
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Accidents, they call us mistakes
Is it really that far a cry from the truth
From me to you
I swear I never wanted your genetics
And who are you to tell me what success is
By your standards I must be failing pretty hard
When bitter and anger are the songs you sing the kids to sleep
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Comfort in anger, yes I must be failing
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Do you remember bliss, someone's last kiss
It's fine, I guess I'll live
I swear they must conspire, they have a gift
No interaction for weeks, disappear then smile and pinch my cheeks
Is it real or am I just weak

So go on and ask again
The answers the same like the sin
You think I'm such a liar?
You got your answers from a friar
I consider myself a monster
And the devil won't even answer
God made me someone my mom could bury
With how I hate myself, it's so often I make her worry

I come with a warning label, replace after use, you won't understand my self-abuse
Erase me for my slights I never ignored you
You don't even want to be around me
Always keeping busy lean cuisine and a dream, nightmares showers can't clean
expecting the worst Physical pain from misery
Depression is a killer not an epiphany
And of wanting to die I'm definitely guilty
The time of day, always your way, you think it's mine, but it's okay, I never asked for more than empathy
But I'm quiet, I'll take the blame, clear your disgusting name as you move on and set me in the ground
I used to be loud
Like my mind now,
my mouth would never stop making sound
I'd give you my heart if yours was ripped down
Childhood dreams like acting scripts out
Writing songs and singing about my doubt
If this is art will you consider me
A poet, a writer, a few lines worth the memory
Reality Of A Situation
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When will I sleep and feel rested
I took a doll and tried to dress it
But the clothes don’t fit the plastic personality
Is this always going to be my reality

It’s so heartening to think I’m a filled seat
In an auditorium built for summer heat
This Georgia weather and it’s hellfire
Melting plastic and I still feel defeat

When will I sleep and feel rested
I took a doll and tried to dress it
Cut my hand and dressed the wound instead
Now there’s hair in my hands and I’m scared of the stands
Glass boxes we put ourselves in

hand in hand
hand in hand
hand in hand

Are you happy on display doing nothing
With all eyes trapped and most eyes glossed
I used to hope we were all just dreaming
But the walls were solid when I tried to get out
Will you help me out

Hand in hand
plastic hands
no hinges man
so so sad
No feelings again
hand in hand
I want you to go
You want the surface
Wide like the sea
They want you to know
You make them nervous

You want the surface
Wide like the sea
Deep, how you think of me
Intellectual debauchery

With all your locked steps
Bathhouses where you’ve been kept
Always them, always clean, now
With all your tosser chaser bets
Damaged beyond a reasonable mess
You make them nervous

You make them nervous
You want the surface
Wide like the sea
But what do you see?

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